Ner-Zull

I've wondered often who I am. Who doesn't, really. Yumi says it's normal for kids our age to be insecure. As if any of us know anything about normal. Espeically me. Sometimes I wish I had never found out about my father. I could never tell Jeremie that, of course. It's not his fault, though I know he would think it is.   He blames himself for everything. He thinks I don't notice, but I do, and I'm worried about him. He locks himself in his room for hours. His eyes are shadowed, and I heard Ulrich telling Yumi about how Jeremie yells in his sleep. Having nightmares. But he won't tell me a thing. I want to be angry with him. He used to